The Platinum edition

As we lay there silently recalling what just happened. The moans, screams, the several orgasms. We lay on each side of him, both biding for his affection. Me, the lioness getting secretly jealous, I kiss him softly on his neck and he turns over while holding me. “I WON,” I scream inside, he’s mine tonight. You’ve had him every other time now it’s my turn. He holds me tight while whispering the sweetest nasty shit I ever heard, making me wet all over again. Such a sweet misery, as he bites me softly on the back further accelerating the pulsation in my pussy-then it happened.  She moaning. She moaning louder. She coming….again. His attention is split, I’m losing, gotta get him back. Too late. He’s holding her now. She content. She’s winning. I look over at them sleeping, she’s smiling while rubbing his face. The inner psychopath Inside of me is screaming “ DO SOMETHING, ANYTHING”. I retreat melancholy filled. Sad. Lonely. Lonelier than when we first started.

It’s morning. She’s won. He’s still holding her. I lost.

Updates

It didn't work.
He just wants to be friends.
I want a husband.
On to the next.
Perhaps, Maybe not.








  

An update on my crush

So it seems my crush has taken a liking to my voice! Oh yeah...we've spoken. just about everyday since the first day he called me. I sincerely like him. His kooky attitude and dark humor make die of laughter. I know, I know...I'm being hella corny...but IDC, he makes me listen and teaches me so much. The only thing on my mind still is friendship. Until he helps that along.

Random

The RECENT me

Ilove my HAIR! Knowing that this is only a fraction of me, a beautiful, strong yet soft part of me though.
Trice

Spending late nights with him

As it seems my crush has me some what smitten. Not in that gushy state. Just in that thinking stage. I think it has to do with the fact that I have never heard his voice!

Yes ladies and gents, we have only been communicating threw text. We text for hours about everything from, Metaphysics to Work out regiments.

He has my mind wondering, Not about sex or marriage-but about the possibility of his friendship. As i sit here listening to sound scapes, I wonder, do you think of me like I think of you?

Peace
Trice

An ode to Strength

To keep the body in good health is a duty... otherwise we shall not be able to keep our mind strong and clear.


Buddha



The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.


Mohandas Gandhi
 

Admiration for a quality or an art can be so strong that it deters us from striving to possess it.

Friedrich Nietzsche



He who conquers others is strong; He who conquers himself is mighty.


Lao Tzu

This school mess is maney!

So, today i went to see my advisor and she informed that 3 out of the 4 class i added i didn't need! WTF? So you mean i spent money and time i didn't have too! ugh! I guess this is one of the pitfalls of school...but then i think of all good that is happening and i smile! Thank you God! i'm soooo blessed!